I'm making some changes. Yes, it is a new year- but this isn't a resolution thing. I tend to evaluate my life as I approach each birthday, which just falls closely behind the start of a new year.
2008 was a year of many things for me- the two words that describe it best are CHANGE and CHAOS. My 30th year was the biggest year of personal growth for me, ever. I stepped out of my comfort bubble and entered into leadership at MOPS. I dedicated myself to volunteering at church every Wednesday. I became more than an employee at Medica, and now share company responsibility with my dad.
It was also my most chaotic year, ever. All of these changes made my plate very full. And I'm a half plate kind of gal- I like to leave myself plenty room. So this new plate made me a bit crazy at times.
In evaluating, I think back to how I envisioned my life- as a wee 20yr old- when I would be in my 30's. I was already married at 20, planned on kids, so much of that is the same. I, however, did not plan on setting up speech therapy for one child while discussing grade advancement testing for another. I didn't plan on struggling to find the balance between stay-at-home mom and working mom.
I am so glad that 2008 is over. I am also glad to have gone thru it. I learned so much about myself, my family and my God this past year, I won't trade that knowledge for anything.
I know that whatever 2009 holds, I can take it. Afterall, I did survive 2008!